Doubts, Regrets and the worst of the what ifs...

Are there times when you feel like your life is a mistake?
You have felt a wrong feeling, made a wrong move, wrote a wrong song, dreamt a wrong dream?
You struggle within yourself between pride and brokeness.
You are strong but you are tired.
You are scared but you don't care.
You are exploding with emotions but you are reserved.
Because you're too rebellious to allow sadness.
Because you are afraid that it'll engulf you and consume your soul.
You know the best way is to fight it head on, just take the blow.
You know you'll crumble at some point, like old cement walls.