Dance has been a staple in my life. It's so therapeutic that sometimes it hards to explain why. I may not be able to admit that dance is my passion.But it doesn't matter.It doesn't matter if it's said or written or carved in in heart.All it matters is whenever I dance, I get a certain enjoyment out of it.Be it sharing what I love to everyone else who loves it too.Be it laughing at myself for coming up with silly movements.Be it being frustrated for not being able to catch steps.Be it being scrutinized for things that I can or can't do. Be it being laughed at and ridiculed for following my dream.Be it just dance to let my anger/frustrations off.There's a certain safety net that I can fall onto whenever I get to dance. Dance is such a universal thing. Don't get too entangled in yourself.To improve. To be better. To 'master' a certain style.To look like so and so. Dance is communal. It's supposed to be shared.To enjoy it with everyone else around you. Once you get too tangled up with all those, then how do you get a kick out of it? And don't bring anyone down who has a different opinion as you are.And never feel down when people have a different opinion. Share it. Live it. Dance it. Dance like how and what your body wants you to.
This paragraph was taken from Fredy Kosman's blog. These words are Amazing. Just reminds me and brings me back to my core, blocking out all the noise from the world that tries to drown me.
Pudding is bigger now. So much bigger. She can run up and down the stairs and hide under beds and sofas. She chews everything that is within grasp and never shuts her mouth. She understands "No!" and "Zhuo!" but literally nothing when she sees food. She is very attached to me and would react agressively if I show more attention to Nana. She is a monster that looks like a Teddy when she sleeps. She loves me and never fail to run to me when she sees me. She knows where to poo and pee but lil' accidents still occur. She burps after every meal and always seem hungry. She plays rough and tries to dominate the others but Nana will crush her when we are not looking. She is friendly to people and much more daring than Nana or Hachi. Hachi is the loner that would refuse to play with them but they bully him anyways. I love my dogs.
sakura blossom falls at: 11:47 PM
Revelations...
Today I finally decided to pen down all my thoughts because I recieved somethin so precious from my heavenly Father. I am upset with somebody's attitude and my emotions really got the better of me. God is really a God that listens. I knew for sure coz he told me to stop talking to him while I was smoking. So from that, we know that God listens to us even when we think he's not. So God hears my complains about this person and he warns me to talk to much as it would lead to sin, so be sensible and shut up. (Prov 11:18-19) Then he tells me that I should teach the righteous and instruct the wise as they would love me, correct the mockers and they would insult me. (Prov10:7-9) Then he reminded me that it is useless to be so busy and not have time for himas he gives his loved ones rest. And his loved ones are those that seek first his kingdom and spend time with him. (Ps 127:2)
Lately I have thoughts of compiling my life story into a book. What a strange idea, maybe Im inspired by Yakuza Moon. Maybe its God. Maybe I just think too much. But I would really love to in this lifetime. WaiSum from children's church challenged me to teach the YAG bible study. But I need to be spiritual as teaching is spirit to spirit. I said I would try. :P Woah... So many challenges and responsibilities... That's what christian life is all about. Always stretching us to be better and more efficient for the glory of his kingdom.
Now my life revolves around work, dance, yoga, and family besides God of course. So that is the phase that im in now. Sounds awesome eh.. I really wanna take gym classes. I'm still praying and waiting for Sheep to agree upon it. Well, He said that I had to wait if I was serious about his salvation. So I'm just waiting for the green light. Pooh...
Seems like the heart ache has ceased and I am really delivered from my misery of the shinobi. God is indeed faithful. I am so glad that I perservered and believed in his word and not fall for the trap!
Last update, Pudding is currently 10 weeks old! She takes after her mother that is a schnauzer but wears a coat of cream coloured fur like her spitz daddy. She's smart, hyper and dominating. Nana is sooooooo annoyed with her not to mention super jealous too! I love my dogs! They are simply ADORABLE!
sakura blossom falls at: 1:16 AM
