Words were not meant for communication, Words were meant for Creation...
Wed was a TIRING day. But it was SHOIK. Finally get back to classes after what it seems like ages. I love Freddy's classes, makes my day - totally. Then right after a taste of ecstasy was a taste of hell when Sheep and I got into this serious but meaningless dispute about how distant we've become. He's bored with me I guess. Can't blame him too, I'm always so busy and when I'm finally free during the weekends he has to work. It really takes alot of understanding to be married to peeps like us. I love him. Period. Last nite was the APS grand opening at the Arena. I'm completely thrown off my feet after all the performances and I really feel a super tight slap on my face like a wake up call that turned nasty. It's time to rise up. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going... Revelation is what keeps me alive, it is how I carry on despite the threats from the world. Funny thing is Revelation only comes when I repented before the Lord and said I forgive them for all the hurt that they've caused me. And I shall not fear for he is with me. Maple Loo is a Fantastic Woman... Anyways..She is lovely. Beauiful dancer. And she seems like a nice person. 2 thumbs up for Maple! Really thankful to Ming for this opportunity to join the APS. I have to bring home something good or I'm gonna get a spanking. Gosh...It's barely 4 o'clock and Im feeling super sleepy. My eyelids feel like they're gonna shut themselves any moment. Darn... I'm feeling so fat and lousy now. How to Pole later...... Thank God that Denise is going to do a collaboration with me! :) Woo Hoo! Can't wait.... First I gotta learn how to split up to my eyeballs....
I finally broke the news to my dear fish friends that I'm gonna leave my fishbowl. Well, it wasn't that hard after all, felt like they saw it coming. She even said that she felt bad for me in certain ways about living in a fishbowl. I think she realises that I am not a fish. I am a Canary. My best friend is a crocodile, can you believe it? Oh which reminds me, the Caterpillars, the Butterflies, the Fireflies and the Moths..oh sorry, its the Ladybirds. The Insect Kingdom. LOL! Cute lah. What would I be? I know..The housefly! LOL! Oh well, I should get a name too. Just like Nana..Blackstones(Blast), I'm gonna call myself The Nemesis Twin (TNT) -Blast you off too, like simply blow your brains out. HAH! Let's welcome TNT from the Polefessionals! (Thunderous Applause) ohhhhhhhhhhh....I wanna scream till my body bursts into little pieces.
sakura blossom falls at: 3:25 PM
