It's only Tues..
Yesterday was awesome. First day of my attempt to fast for x'mas. I even managed to teach class. But of course I took alot milk and milo. I even had baby cereal when I got home. But it was awesome. Today I took some oats. Tmrw would be better. I gotta try harder. I've gotta last till Fri. I believe in the power of fasting!
I'm bursting out of my fishbowl. It's killing me. I keep getting distracted by other stuff, especially facebook. Ooooh...Guess who I added? Felix Cane! My pole Queen! Aghhhhhhhhh! To me, she is like your BritneySpears or Madonna..whatever... She is almost non human. If not for the stripper part, she would be close to perfection. But nobody's perfect. That's y Jesus came. *Bleh*
I miss my friends. I miss going out with them. I just wanna drop my bags, fit into some nice clothes and go out. Clothes..which set me thinking. Besides the good money, why would people want to strip as a profession? I have a feeling some people do it for passion...Then they should just live in Africa.
I have so many thoughts and emotions running through my head. So many feelings that I'm feeling at the same time. Mixed feelings. Excited, worried, angry, pissed, contented, bored, indifferent... Im gonna explode.
What am I feeling? Absolutely meaningless.
sakura blossom falls at: 4:22 PM
