Out of touch...
Had three classes today. Felt really tired before gg for class. I was forming images of caffine saturated beverages in my mind, while weaving in and out of the evening crowd at the Dhoby Ghaut station. I started asking myself where all my energy went, was it not only last week I was so perked up and bouncing of the walls?? Suddenly the Lord spoke to me. "Because you haven't been praying.." Ahhhhhh....Revelation. I did so immediately on my way to the studio, despite the weird stares from people walking close enough to hear me mumbling. After class, my energy was totally zapped outta me again. I had one of the lonliest walk home with no Hp and no wallet. I couldn't buy a drink or call up Sheep to whine. I resorted to comfort left over potato and luncheon meat soup left on the stove and a cup of unsweetened milo (coz the maid prolly bought the wrong kind..). Terrible. Sat infront of the laptop for fifteen mins scrolling through my msn namelist about three times and going through my mail twice had me confirm that I had nobody to talk to and yes.. I was - alone. Sheep has decided to go to bed early (we're talking again but avoiding everything we had argued about), my siblings had alienated themselves to their individual corners and even my dog refuses to lie down beside me. That traitor dog is trying to scratch my sibling's door so that she can join hachi on the bed in the Air-Con Room... B^$%#.... Oh well, it is definately more comfy there, can't blame her. Who wants to sleep on the hard floor in the heat with a lousy fan and a bored, sulking master? You know what all these means to me? It means I am out of touch. I need a fresh touch from the HS. I need to be in touch with him so that I can live life. For he said, open wide your mouth and I will fill it with LIFE... So WHAT if I lost my phone...SO WHAT if nobody's gonna buy that pair of boots...SO WHAT if that couple seems like they've got it going on...SO WHAT if the low period is coming... HE can change everything. So I need to get connected. I need to be in TOUCH.
sakura blossom falls at: 11:47 PM
