Revelations...
Today I finally decided to pen down all my thoughts because I recieved somethin so precious from my heavenly Father. I am upset with somebody's attitude and my emotions really got the better of me. God is really a God that listens. I knew for sure coz he told me to stop talking to him while I was smoking. So from that, we know that God listens to us even when we think he's not. So God hears my complains about this person and he warns me to talk to much as it would lead to sin, so be sensible and shut up. (Prov 11:18-19) Then he tells me that I should teach the righteous and instruct the wise as they would love me, correct the mockers and they would insult me. (Prov10:7-9) Then he reminded me that it is useless to be so busy and not have time for himas he gives his loved ones rest. And his loved ones are those that seek first his kingdom and spend time with him. (Ps 127:2)
Lately I have thoughts of compiling my life story into a book. What a strange idea, maybe Im inspired by Yakuza Moon. Maybe its God. Maybe I just think too much. But I would really love to in this lifetime. WaiSum from children's church challenged me to teach the YAG bible study. But I need to be spiritual as teaching is spirit to spirit. I said I would try. :P Woah... So many challenges and responsibilities... That's what christian life is all about. Always stretching us to be better and more efficient for the glory of his kingdom.
Now my life revolves around work, dance, yoga, and family besides God of course. So that is the phase that im in now. Sounds awesome eh.. I really wanna take gym classes. I'm still praying and waiting for Sheep to agree upon it. Well, He said that I had to wait if I was serious about his salvation. So I'm just waiting for the green light. Pooh...
Seems like the heart ache has ceased and I am really delivered from my misery of the shinobi. God is indeed faithful. I am so glad that I perservered and believed in his word and not fall for the trap!
Last update, Pudding is currently 10 weeks old! She takes after her mother that is a schnauzer but wears a coat of cream coloured fur like her spitz daddy. She's smart, hyper and dominating. Nana is sooooooo annoyed with her not to mention super jealous too! I love my dogs! They are simply ADORABLE!
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