First of all I am very upset that I can't go for service these 2 weeks! Y must all the timings clash! Arggggghhhhhhhhhh! But I am thankful for some things that happened this week. Clarissa finally replied me! I'm gooona meet up with her soon and I'm also gonna hook her up with Sera to try and get her started on a job. Hopefully everything will turn out fine. She actually said that she was admitted into IMH during the time that I couldn't reach her. OMGosh... This incident falls within the 2 weeks that Min Jin the ZS had claimed that others have testified that their prayers were answered. Amazing..
I had a really busy weekend, what's new right. But Im proud of myself that I managed to wake up early to attend yoga class on Fri and Sat! After that it was work and rehearsals all the way till Sun evening, Ming's Birthday!! Full dress rehearsal at RP turned out to be pretty smooth. Although I wasn't well prepared coz I missed the last rehearsal I feel really greatful to be doing the item. For once I feel like I'm not the worst student and I'm actually enjoying most of it. Not like I have people worse than me around but its just an emotion. The party was fun, everyone was having a good time chillin or rocking the X-stage. I was too tired to be bothered with the pole so I only did a few spins coz Nicholas was there and he came all the way from Malaysia. I was so relieved that the day was coming to an end I actually drank quite a few glasses of wine and went home TIPSY! Ming is 41, can't believe it. She is truly inspirational, never giving in to how the world sees u. I missed Kelly at the party. She would have been lots of fun, being her usual chatty bossy style. :)
Why I felt so much relieve in the evening was not just becoz I managed to smoke through rehearsals but also because I had a nerve wrecking morning at Children's church. Firstly, I had no game in mind and I was doing games with Joyce that morning. 2ndly, I had to preach the offering message and I only got it when I arrived, 3rdly, I was late and 4thly, I was simply freaking out coz I don't feel qualified at all to take these roles. Thank God, I managed to pull through, by faith. Truly, Whatever we are, we have nothing on our own to make ourselves proud. For Jesus says, “I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing” (John 15:5).
Tmrw would be the first time I going to the house alone! Im gonna take pictures when I'm there. It'll fun to have the before and after pictures. When Denjz is free to consolidate all the pictures I'll post them up! yipppee!
What a strange relationship I have with him. Nothing like a lover. But the love that I have for him is like family. Like a relationship based on promises and commitment. Nothing like how I always imagined my marriage to be. God really has a way with me knowing that I tend to live by my emotions and surely if I wasn't bounded by marriage, I would be so proned to fall in and out of love so easily. What a test of faith and loyalty. What a way to mould me.:)
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